Catastrophe

I crash like a mighty wave, smashing myself on the unscaleable precipice of your regard.

I lap against your body, tiny innocent ripples seeking some private way.

I harden, stalactites of ice between your thighs.

I explode in superheated steam.

Yet there is no escape.

I coalesce, I return.

I fall again as gentle rain upon your face as we shower.

I expend myself upon you and in you, holding nothing back.

Is there no end to your capacity?

You are insatiable in all that you do, all that you want, all that you take.

I curse the day, the hour, the moment that I met you.

You are catastrophe!

You are the meaning of ‘world without end’.

You are the alpha and the omega.

I will leave you! Now! Today! This instant!

I will go and you will never see me again.

Avid whore.

And I will not see you.

Will not hold you.

Will not hear your voice.

Will never again caress your soft skin.

Will never again feel the warmth of your body lying next to mine in the pre-dawn when dark is darkest and doubts feed.

I will never feel your sleeping breath on my cheek.

Unquenchable, unappeasable mistress.

Loose my chains, let me be.

Ravenous, wanton lover.

Hold me once more before I go.

Take me in your mouth.

Consume me one last time and I’ll be gone.

If you love me let me go.

Let me stay.

Let me be.

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